지인들이 연락 와 방송서 봤다고 My acquaintances called, saying that they were watching the broadcast 좋아 보이더라 그래 행복하게 산다고 They said “It was good, live happily” 대답해 맞아 그게 내가 하는 일 Answer me, that’s right it’s what I do 수많은 감정들 내 이불 속에다 박아뒀지 I drive in all of these emotions under my blanket
거울 앞에서 기계적으로 연습했던 표정 The expression that I trained mechanically in front of the mirror 자연스럽게 나와 또 다른 나 또 다른 얼굴 보여? It comes out naturally, do you see the other me and my different face 속에서 밟히고 있는 누군가 예쁘게 치장된 마네킹 안에는 보이지 않아 Can’t you see someone in the inside, a mannequin that has been decorated prettily yeah 난 웃고 있는데 걔들은 날 비웃어 yeah I’m smiling, they laugh at me 너가 뭔 아이돌? 연예인 손가락질과 멸시 fuck that “What kind of idol are you?” The celebrities are pointing at me scornfully, fuck that yeah I’m ugly mutherfuckers 못난 비쥬얼 yeah I’m ugly mutherfuckers ugly visual 비율도 fuck 이제 만족해? now you done? My proportion’s also fuck, are you satisfied? Now you done?
웃는 얼굴에 침 뱉는 검은 손 A black hand that spits on the laughing face 인생을 담보로 걸어 투입된 총칼 없는 전쟁터 Putting your lives on the line, a battlefield without guns & knife 붙잡힌 내게 걸린 목줄 단두대에 올려 You lift me who was being caught, up to the guillotine 수많은 이들 앞에 힘없이 죽어가는 내가 보여 You can see me who’s dying helplessly in front of these people
Now I’m dead I wanna say why?
상품이 되가는 과정 랩 하나로 버틴 난데 you said im fake? It’s me who processes rap into a product, you said im fake? 잔인하게도 난 내가 되기 위해 나 스스로 Even if it’s merciless, I, in order to become me [right now], 내 자신을 몇 번이나 죽였네 답답해 Have killed myself several times, it’s suffocating
울부짖어도 봤지만 메아린 없었어 전혀 Even though I tried to wail, there’s no echo at all 남는 거라곤 더 큰 무시와 날 향한 경멸 Everything that is left bears hatred & contempt towards me fucked up 니 맘대로 지껄여 yeah I’m fine fucked up, ramble as much as you want, yeah I’m fine