My situation begins... a young nigga I never knew what I will go through as I grow bigger Back then we figured, we bound to be some millionaires Wishfull thinkin have me trippin, we fall from there I never ever had the chance to travel from a hood So I closed my eyes, fantasized of how I could If I would, I probably fly so high and disappear Just to escape the envy feelings, the pressure here The only thang to fear these niggas who get scandalous Then envy us, jealous, cause the streets don't have enough So they robbin and lootin, right in the ghetto, they shootin Only thinkin bout drama, not the homies we keep loosin The streets will tell you apart give you the coldest heart Leave your ass emotionless and where you blinded true or false It's so much things you gotta deal with in this ghetto life Im choosin money over homies, I gotta eat at night Is there brighter light, show me I'll go throught it But this is all I see, the reason Im gone do it Maybe at that moment of time I should thought twice Now I gotta deal with my decision I sadly made for my life
Sometimes I wish that I was blind to all the things I seen But part of growin up is facin reality No love for anyone, hard times ain't gettin right If you could see I let you come inside of my life