Staring at the demons at the foot of my bed I am pinned down motionless by the demon on my chest i wish I could remember all the things my mother said when I was a boy and wanted to be a man Feel the demons pulling me they knock me off my feet Like a sinking ship the drag me down into the deep My mother always said I had to stay where she could see when I was a boy and wanted to be man Mother you always said it would be hard Mother Mother can you see I'm getting better now But the demons they keep growing and they still can drag me down Mother this is growing up but you didn't teach me how When I was a boy and wanted to be a man