Once again I can't rest my bones I can't find relief I owe to my self an explanation Why so much harm did I And I try to recall how it all began But there's something in my mind and deep in my heart Something I can't stand
But I cannot cry remember her face I got tears no more for my desert soul
Oh believe me lord I did not mean to be mean and I loved her more than my life but she treated me so bad Oh give the power, give me power leave those memories behind Though I don't regret It was her fault It was only her fault
She just had to go for ever out of my life I just helped her to do what she had to do
I sit behind the curtains and look though my window for hours But my eyes my glance always turn to the small blue flowers They grow alone on top of her body Their colour will never change Just like her voice that I keep on hearing always calling my name
But I cannot cry remember her face I got tears no more for my desert soul
There's no south baby when there's no north as my mom always said Well you tried to break all the rules girl You pushed it all too far Now ashes fall baby Ashes and tears falling over your grave And I wish you knew how much I miss you but you are not here
Cause you had to go for ever away from my life I just helped you to do what you had to do
Sometimes I think that I may be sick of course I 'm not Sometimes I think that may be I was mad But I was not
And I can't cry remember her face I'll be creeping on and on till the day I die
Once again I cannot sleep at night I have that scene within my eyes and I know that now and ever I won't find peace of mind She was lying there, it was so easy I only had to clare it was only her fault Now I only stare at the small blue flowers there
She just had to go for ever far from my life I just helped her to do what she had to do.