Pitch black, pale blue, It was a stained glass Variation of the truth And I felt empty handed.
You let me set sail With cheap wood. So I patched up Every leak that I could, 'Til the blame grew too heavy.
Stitch by stitch I tear apart. If brokenness is a form of art, I must be a poster child prodigy. Thread by thread I come apart. If brokenness is a work of art, Surely this must be my masterpiece.
I'm only honest when it rains. If I time it right, the thunder breaks When I open my mouth. I want to tell you but I don't know how.
I'm only honest when it rains, An open book with a torn out page, And my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how.
I don't know how, No I don't know how. I don't know how. I want to love you but I don't know how.
I want to love you...
Pitch black, pale blue, These wild oceans Shake what's left of me loose Just to hear me cry mercy.
A strong wind at my back, So I lift up the only sail that I have, This tired white flag.
I'm only honest when it rains. If I time it right, the thunder breaks When I open my mouth. I want to tell you but I don't know how.
I'm only honest when it rains, An open book with a torn out page, And my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how.
I don't know how, know how, know how, I want to love you but I don't know how.
I want to love you...
PLUTO
I woke up from the same dream: Falling backwards, falling backwards 'Til it turned me inside out.
Now I live a waking life Of looking backwards, looking backwards; A model citizen of doubt.
Until one day I had enough Of this exercise of trust. I leaned in and let it hurt, And let my body feel the dirt. When I break pattern, I break ground. I rebuild when I break down. I wake up more awake than I've ever been before.
Still I'm pinned under the weight Of what I believed would keep me safe. So show me where my armor ends, Show me where my skin begins. Like a final puzzle piece It all makes perfect sense to me... The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity. The heaviness that I hold in my heart's been crushing me.
I've been worried all my life, A nervous wreck most of the time. I've always been afraid of heights, Of falling backwards, falling backwards. I've been worried all my life.
'Til one day I had enough Of this exercise of trust. I leaned in and let it hurt, Let my body feel the dirt. When I break pattern, I break ground. I rebuild when I break down. I wake up more awake than I've ever been before.
Still I'm pinned under the weight Of what I believed would keep me safe. So show me where my armor ends, Show me where my skin begins. Like a final puzzle piece, It all makes perfect sense to me... The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity. The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity.