Paint a picture of black clouds over my head With no light shining through them And a backdrop colored dark red
Every road leads me to Barricades so I can't see The meaning of these dreadful times I wear this mask to hide my cries
Painful thoughts I try to explain them But the words come out silent I guess I'm all alone I try to dream but they all come out nightmares The same one where I stand there The gun pointing at my head
Why do I deserve this ache I've try so hard to take away The ugliness that's built inside The whirlwind within my mind Burden makes me suffocate
To the point that I might break All I want is a simple life Do what I can to make it by
Boundaries growing thin Between what's real and fake Reality a nightmare Awake to find myself Looking over me Come to find out this was not a dream
Can I be changed or am I locked inside here Sever the noose to relieve all this pressure Please send an angel down for her to save me Killing these demons trapped inside this dark sleep Heart beating fast Cannot relax Looking into the barrel that I can't hold back I've got to find a way to solve this problem Find a way to stop this violence Towards myself I've caused this grievance