This my last letter right here F**k this world, let's get the f**k outta here
[Verse One] I put my soul through the ink... Bless a path With thoughts at my thoughts, before I grow extinct My back-bone disowned by zone Why roam? Called home, but now on I'm all alone
Just Proof, no shine, no friends, just fans No wonder my hands, tight where the Internet ends I take back most of the flack, the stress smokes Press me close to the crack, like my pops, the ghost of my past
Thyme and Mudd, Jay Dee and Stuckey Lately I'm lucky, I don't hate me to touch me Maybe I'm ugly inside, but smilin' to make it I love y'all dawg, and that's how ever you take it
The fame is an illusion, I'm still losin' In this game, with the rules and... I feel clueless, the streets with the hills blue less Cops knockin' at the door, got me lookin' real foolish
But I still do this, like I love it Even though I thug it, keep flossin' lights in public The subject y'all don't know Stars won't grow, who would dream that scars would show?
Minus the MTV videos with Slim Up in Smoke, D12 and many shows with Em It's still me dawg, no change for change It's strange, when it pours it rains, I take it back
[Chorus] I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late
[Verse Two] Always talkin' to Snuk hopin' he speak back Wishin' my first son was here to reach at Feelin' detached, my brother Earl, and Wayne That bail money for jail, y'all can keep that
I've been deep before, ask Stillman My heart's meltin', tell the truth, I need help man My heart's big but my sins bigger F**k the world, I don't feel like I can win n**gaz
It's like I'm lost and I find only demons I wanna quit, it's like I'm tired of breathin' So my stress confess to a famous song Em I love you, don't let this money change us dawg
1st Born, when I'm gone, grab the sign Leave Naeem with the cream and his mom And dear mamma, I use to hate you, now I relate to Everythin' you did to make Proof, I love you, take it back
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[Verse Three] All y'all see is Free from 106 and Park Y'all don't know I risk my heart with this apart From the streets, the groups, the friends, the foes The jewels, the d**k lickers and the h**s
What about me? Sheltered with no guidance Look at the finest, royal highness on some hot sh** Still livin' with the liquor and bud Sometimes I wish for my demise, so I can kick it with Bugz
I wish it was real between us all In the past, you should of seen us dawg I die for Em and save Hailie, brave maybe But just let them tears roll off my grave Shady
Kuniva and Swift, how live does it get? I meant to teach y'all n**gaz to survive in this b**ch If we die to be rich, that makes me happy And on another note, sh**, don't hate me pappy
It's just that we look the same, you let the game take you Your son game along and took the game Since I took my own life, y'all feel a killa fo sho' Bizarre on the real, you the realest n**ga I know
Strappin' and bustin' ain't real, just tell your mans the truth And that's why you've always been friends with Proof Answer to all, I've always lied with truth And before I pull the trigger, Denaun, I'm proud of you