I’m on a crossroads of my life I’m so tired just to survive Without any concrete purpose So much sunshine in my mind But only darkness I can find To recognize my life as awesome
And now I think… I’ll hire a killer for myself I can rely on no one else My life is done, I find nothing fun Except the bullet on a run… to my head
Standing behind this silent wall Something is torturing my soul All my existence is so painful I have nothing to believe My heart is broken and released For ending this I would be grateful
So now I think… I’m gonna hire a killer for myself No one is willing, but I can Nothing to loose, no fit to shoes The death is all that I can choose
I’ve set my mind on you And I’m still on hiring killer for myself I find no exit from this hell Rip my head off, it feels no love See you soon right above Heaven’s staff Like a dove For love