The cars press the pavement As I'm pressing into myself But the guilt weighs like stones Holding my hands down I've been dying To lose something else from all these ways I've been trying to pressure the wave to spill onto my legs And there was nothing I could do I just don't know how to clean all this red Will you look through my body and see how scared I am of how much one man can do I can't just let this die Sometimes I think I need it more than anyone Weighs like the pressure of a wave I've been making two And there was nothing I could do I don't burn for anyone There's no kindling for this fire I can't just let this die Sometimes I think I need it more than anyone And there was nothing i could do