I can't remember My skin has rotten and is falling out of me Where was I? I used to be there In a different place I can't remember I guess I was someone else
I can't remember how it felt There is a path... I followed To find... something... I saw into my future My eyes predicted the destination Not the way I can't see in my future
But the voices keep haunting me... *They don't have my sense of humor But the jokes on me Death is serious business And my memories keep slipping away from my teeth *
And I've been wandering My skin took the color of a mirror I felt the pain of the others More than I felt my own self
It's the end of the year again I'm trapped in a déjà vu I just don't remember how it goes After...
How does it goes... After...
I've been lying under my favorite oak tree I forgot to cope with the falling leaves And it's been Fall for a while I always felt like a different vegetable
How does it goes... After...
*I heard footsteps echoing in my brain And I forgot which are the days I missed it I was all your grand parents Waiting for you to call*
I forgot to be young I forgot to be
Say good bye To the child Inside your heart Say good bye
I can't remember how to care And then the day is done.
*I didn't count the seconds for too long The time lapse has been waiting for me I only heard the subtle piano music Coming from afar
Beyond the horizon A moment of clarity Suddenly all is visible I see all my life before my eyes
All these moments Like nothing ever happened Nothing ever happens to me*
I can't remember how to care And then the day is done.