I’m still scared of the way it’s been Two years later, shameful sin I was younger n doomed to Do these things what I should Just to get out of the dream
Feared and spaced-out eyes Grim smile and dim lights were the friends of every night With full pocket of insight
Tried Not to see my sight every day’s been like a fight w/ Constant funerals outside Of my innocence’s might
Cried To nowhere and where I heard Deep echo of my words Autumn Twenty twelve I’ve been in a fuckin’ hell
I’ve been rottin’ with my shell In hole when I’ve been dwelled Naked trees, dope that kills, nothing heals, no more please I can’t take fuckin’ more of this
Endless thought and smoke I did not like to talk It’s raining - time for walk From pretty noose with hope