It's a cold war, put that on ice The devil like to come out and play at night I try live my life, right do that twice But when it all went wrong, I knew ya weren't right Streets labeled you a cold killa, had ya caged up with 'em gorillas Blood money from a dope dealer Tell me how the hell 'post to deal withcha?
(Pre-Hook) God bless yo soul cos' you're gone now All this forgiven cos' I'm grown now Gotta make it out here, on my own now I put the pin up, you put the gun down Every word spoken neva went in vain Speakin' to the world that take away my pain They say ya live once, when ya go it's a shame I guess that I'm stayin' insane
(Hook) Should've neva left, oh why? Tell me why ya had to leave me, oh why? I had to go, I had to go Should've neva left, oh why? Tell me why ya had to leave me, oh why? I had to go, I had to go
(Verse 2) Tryin' to keep the grip on my sanity, right? They don't really know the cost for this life The hurt, the hunger, the time neva right Thots are killin' everythin' in plain sight Yo word is yo bond, if I can say word to my mom You know what I'm on You was my world, neva did wrong in my eyes Forever yo girl, crazy what you made me And directly, would you save me? From a lil girl to a lady Still a hustler like you raised me