I feel it press into the center of my chest, It doesn’t always weaken? Sometimes pain is just repressed. I’m trying to find you in the art that I kept, Two years have passed, but I feel like you just left. You knew the comfort, affinity of a dose, And though it held you close, you were better alone. You knew the smooth burn, I only see the stain, I watched it devastate, and I don’t want the same. Beautiful soul, I remember your vibrance, juxtaposed in the gray. A beautiful soul, saturated with value, now there’s void in me. Yeah, there’s void in me. Oh I find you there, too young to be wrapped in fear, And I see you there, with too large a burden for anyone to bare. I see you and I won’t ignore why I’m devastated, Because I knew you before, You knew the comfort, affinity of a dose, And though it held you close, you were better alone. You knew the smooth burn, I only see the stain, I watched it devastate, and I don’t want the same.