horses are riding into her arms she lost her own way years ago her sister calls her from the far side of night and she falls with that call
it's the only way out she tells me i love you but it's only a game so she slides through the silence she's fixing her time to slide back into darkness again with a smile don't touch me i'm falling she laughs in the night don't touch me i shall return when the wheel comes around you see we're all born to suffer we're all born to fall in a grey-shaded world that calls us to zero
her mother's mouth slits her father lies taken she touches my body but i crouch up to die down the ramblas we're walking in Reykjavik we're talking the snow is moon-cold the roof freezes over she's reading a book she finished it years ago she's tearing up papers she's tearing up life but she only starts thinking when her blood is brown
gold is the colour she promised me she'd wear but Christ's blood turns black his body she wears but she dips him in waters confession of faith it's hard to believe you when you spit in my face and i don't want to touch you i don't want to lie in the brown red gold slumber that you've taken to ride
i remember i was thinking only of you but you shattered me nightly you broke all your rulls i found myself falling and there and there and then through the wreckage of this parched life and the pain of the next one i said this is over all of this is dust but still the wind calls imperium
when you rage at the conqueror you only rage at yourself when you torture the anointed you torture yourself and you've listened to Piaf but not to the Christ so you sparkle for seconds then dissolve into mist and the fog closes in and you think about Crowley you think it's a game but the game is just you when shall you stop hiding in the heart of your night when the cold trapway beckons when the cold trapway stops and Christ i was thinking of your bended arm it's blue on the outside it's blue on the inside you said and then buckled as if you might die there's no point in living there's no point in life
and sometimes i hear you at the back of my mind and a golden door opens but no light appears it close at the ten but the time is out midnight oh, I want to to hold you but you're destined to fall