with the bright lights coming down from across the island sound i could almost feel a distant glow but the air hangs heavy now like a dark unmoving cloud covering over everything that i see
and the lives we know are isolated roads leading nowhere as the darkness grows
i could remember when i wished the days would never end and california didn’t seem so far but now all i ever do is pass the time in solitude waiting for anything to come my way
and the lives we know are isolated roads leading nowhere as the darkness grows and the days we’d spend in the company of friends are blurring memories from a portrait’s view
in the passing still of the late november night i thought of how this season used to make me feel so alive and i thought of being home again after four years on my own but it wasn’t enough to mitigate the feeling of being alone