and when i see you i see everything and when you're gone it feels like i'm constantly choking on cards and letters and pictures when i see you
and when i feel you i feel like a picture of something ethereal this is something that is so sure i'm not sure why i'm crying anymore when i see you
and i pray i'll be pretty the next time you see me that a trip away won't change half a decade of something so sure that i'm not sure but there's one thing that i know
you are the white noise that puts me to sleep the sweater i wear to hold in the heat the sun in my eyes that's blinding me on the cards and letters and pictures when i see you