(verse1) you missed my recital 40 ppl came to show love another 40 just vanished ya missed ya daughter's wedding she was gorgeous in that dress that was a moment to cherish i know u smoke 2 packets a day n your arms r weakin' it sucks to be you frankly speaking i look around n i see kids' eyes prolly jealous prolly filled with hatred and we're not to blame mother gave us all the love and now we are the men so many things you cud va taught me we're half orphants don't take offence excuse my angriness sperm donors fatherlessness leads to a breakdown but nevertheless it just got me motivated im just sayin? meanwhile mom?s works overtime all alone in this city how shud we survive never got love from my cousins anties n uncles so how come u claim that u love us u gon play my shit deep down praise my shit gossip spit that shit yeah we'r kinda distant relatives penpal friends a brother may not be a friend but my friends always be my brothers (hook) when i was in despair i was lookin for u and i guess im kinda wretched coz i will always blame it all on you dont even know what i been up to lately shit s been hectic,i swear (verse2) the grass s greener on the other side mow the lawn all ya friends r snakes they gon leave u alone im from the fatherless generation i gotta handle everything on my own never seen wealth but i seen empty fridge shelves cuda given in after my mixtape im prone to mistakes yall just satan in disguise dont preach time slips away please give me a chance to clinch im sub zero burning bridges never regret my bro chemo Kris s bout to fade away i dunno if my rhymes make sense life s a casino red or black im tolerant i got picture-perfect dreams but im not photogenic bring my cap and gown and dont dare school me i've graduated im forever sick dont need ya therapies portions,pills