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強いふりで笑ってみせた
腫れた瞼、隠せないまま
思ってもない言葉ばかりが溢れてくるの
どうしたらいい?

今ここでぎゅっとしがみついたら
この世界は続いていくかな
君の中の私はどんな顔で笑うの?
もう忘れたよ

もういっそ終わらせましょう
君がそんな顔をしてまた笑うくらいなら
ここにある記憶だけで私は大丈夫よ
ねぇ

触れた指から流れる温度まで私の中、脈を打って溶けた
消えないように閉じ込めておくから
ねぇ笑って
もう大丈夫よ

さあ笑顔の準備はほら出来ているのに言葉が続かない
困ったような君の目に映る
そっか、私は泣いていたんだ

さあ、ここで終わらせましょう
君が優しい顔でまた手を伸ばす前に
ここにある気持ちだけで私は明日もその先も
大丈夫だよって言わせてよ

これ以上涙が流れたら私の中の君が溶け出して
からっぽになってしまう前に早く止まってよ

もしもその手を握り返したなら
私はまた君に溺れていく
それでもいいの?また笑えるのかな
もう一度、手を伸ばすの
届くのかな

届いて

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Tsuyoi furi de waratte miseta
Hareta mabuta, kakusenai mama
Omotte mo nai kotoba bakari ga afurete kuru no
Dō shitara ii?

Ima koko de gyutto shigamitsuitara
Kono sekai wa tsuzuite yuku kana
Kimi no naka no watashi wa donna kao de warau no?
Mō wasureta yo

Mō isso owarasemashō
Kimi ga sonna kao o shite mata warau kurai nara
Koko ni aru kioku dake de watashi wa daijōbu yo nē

Fureta yubi kara nagareru ondo made watashi no naka, myaku o utte toketa
Kienai yō ni tojikomete oku kara
Nē waratte
Mō daijōbu yo

Sā egao no junbi wa hora dekite iru noni kotoba ga tsuzukanai
Komatta yō na kimi no me ni utsuru
Sokka, watashi wa naite ita'n da

Sā, koko de owarasemashō
Kimi ga yasashii kao de mata te o nobasu mae ni
Koko ni aru kimochi dake de watashi wa ashita mo sono saki mo
Daijōbu da yo tte iwasete yo

Kore ijō namida ga nagaretara watashi no naka no kimi ga tokedashite
Karappo ni natte shimau mae ni hayaku tomatte yo

Moshimo sono te o nigirikaeshita nara
Watashi wa mata kimi ni oborete yuku
Sore demo ii no? Mata waraeru no kana
Mō ichido, te o nobasu no
Todoku no kana

Todoite

----
Putting up a brave front, I tried to smile,
But I still can't hide my swollen eyes.
These words keep surging up in my mind, even though they aren't even mine.
What should I do?
If I were to hold on to you tightly right here, right at this moment,
I wonder if the world would still go on like always.
How does my smile look like in your memories?
I can't recall it myself.

We might as well end it now,
So that you won't have to smile at me like that again.
I'll be OK as long as I have these memories of us. See?

Even your warmth, flowing into me from where our fingers touched, had dissolved away with a throb,
But I will lock them all up, so that nothing will vanish from me.
So smile for me, won't you?
I'm really fine now.

I've prepared my brightest smile, and yet my words fail me.
Reflected in your bewildered eyes...
I see, so I've been crying.

Come on, let's end everything here
Before you hold out your hand to me again, looking at me so tenderly.
Just give me a chance to tell you that I'll be OK,
Be it tomorrow, or the days after, as long as I have these feelings of us.

If I keep on crying like this, your presence in my mind will eventually be washed away,
So I will my tears to stop, before I become completely empty.

If I were to take that hand you offered me,
I will end up losing myself in you again.
Is that still OK with you? Will I be able to smile again?
I'll reach out my hand, once more.
Will it reach you?

I hope it will.


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